Finally, I am getting my head after years in the sand of denial.
I am realizing that even though I thought differently, it is better to do what was ordered to me.
Even after nearly three and a half years of people telling me to get back on track, I wouldn’t listen to what I was being told.
One day, it sunk in like flicking the light switch.
What happens if I cannot regulate myself?
Will mobile crisis or law enforcement/first responders be involved and would I break my near 23 year streak of being out a psychiatric unit?
Would I just throw away my independence? My own home? My job? Was playing around with doing something so simple worth it?
Sometimes you need to hear it a certain way for you to get it!
Getting back on track can’t always be perfect, but I only missed once, bringing 94% accuracy to the table.
I feel so much better than I have for a long time. I have been there.
When I get off the track is when the trouble begins.
I’ve busted all the myths that doing things this way is MUCH better than the practice that I was doing.
Still on the journey of self-discovery, at peace and still learning how this new lease on life works and it is so much better this way.
Here’s to better times and to keeping on that track!
Dustin's Dynasty 