For many years because of my needs being so overwhelming, the world often revolved around me. It was difficult for me to be open to considering the needs of others. I needed to be willing to do things that I would otherwise not want to do. This was necessary to help others care for themselves or achieve what they need to do. Often, I overthink. Sometimes, I quickly decide that things are too much for me. I fail to see the whole picture. I need to understand that what I would have to sacrifice is not necessarily bad. I should also be more open and understanding about what others need.

Life has changed over the past year in many ways. I was unwilling to change some of my habits. I needed to accept my responsibility to do things that initially seemed unfair. Often, I did not see the whole picture. By doing what is necessary, I became more responsible. I understood the importance of helping others and being the person everyone expects me to be. There are times when I need to do what is required in my own time.

Jealousy can sometimes cause me to resist doing what is needed when others want to do things. I need to be willing to take one for the team and do what is needed for someone else. Sometimes, all I want to do is throw a pity party about how life is unfair for me. But I must understand what I’m capable of doing. I should be willing to do what’s necessary to make myself happy. It’s important not to always rely on others for roles that used to entertain me.

The last year has been hard. I have learned to untether to some extent from those I’ve long been attached to. I don’t fully understand that my family situation has changed. I have had to learn to adapt to it. It is also understandable that those in the caregiving role need a break sometimes. I need to do what is necessary to help support the caregiver in the ways that I can. I should not allow myself to overlook their contributions. They have done much for me and continue to do so. I have been around for many good years. It is right for me to do what is asked of me. I should not be selfish or jealous. Everyone deserves a break. It is important for each person to spend time with family.

Learning and adapting to the many changes over the past several years has been difficult. But I am beginning to see the importance of being open to thinking about other perspectives. It’s crucial to consider the situations others must bear. I should not over criticize them, pass judgment, or make fun of them. I don’t always see the whole picture. I need to care about others’ needs. It’s important to think about their concerns as well.