With routine comes patterns.

Patterns become traps.

Traps of the cycle revolving.

Not getting out of the trenches.

I’m tired of being in the trenches.

I know what I need to do.

Yet, I nearly fall into the same old pattern.

The cycle nearly repeats again.

But I know it only makes things worse.

Life will be better when I know what I need to do.

Beating the odds, so I can be there for others.

Because they need me at my best.

And little do I think, I know I like me at my best.

Working at getting better, day by day.

I must remember, it is not a contest to see how long I can go being well.

It’s about having a being positive that I can and want to do what I need to do.

Case Closed.

Its reframing a better way of thinking and having radical acceptance so I can move on with my life before more time is robbed of me.

So, I can finally be happy and free!