With routine comes patterns.
Patterns become traps.
Traps of the cycle revolving.
Not getting out of the trenches.
I’m tired of being in the trenches.
I know what I need to do.
Yet, I nearly fall into the same old pattern.
The cycle nearly repeats again.
But I know it only makes things worse.
Life will be better when I know what I need to do.
Beating the odds, so I can be there for others.
Because they need me at my best.
And little do I think, I know I like me at my best.
Working at getting better, day by day.
I must remember, it is not a contest to see how long I can go being well.
It’s about having a being positive that I can and want to do what I need to do.
Its reframing a better way of thinking and having radical acceptance so I can move on with my life before more time is robbed of me.
So, I can finally be happy and free!