Eventually you come to terms with the present.

For the longest time I grieved about the past.

Blaming those behind the changes made.

Not allowing myself to move on.

Not letting go of what happened.

Sometimes it’s the Autistic brain.

It doesn’t allow us to let go of things.

Maybe because we don’t realize how much some things were a part of our lives.

Not allowing myself to shift my focus to something happier.

Not allowing myself to see that there’s so much more to life than the one issue I’m grieving over.

I’ve left go of what was but I’m needing to shift my focus to something happier than what I cannot change.

Within time that will happen.

It may not be today but it will eventually happen.

Life’s a process we just need to be patient with ourselves.