For many years, I constantly seen the negative connotations of what life offered me. I seemed to always seek out what was wrong with me or the world without allowing myself to allow myself to be happy in my life. However, after many years, I must look past the negative and allow myself to be happy with the life that has been bestowed upon me.

There is no doubt that having the challenges that I have has not been easy to find happiness to the things I must endure. But they are things that I have allowed myself to sulk in the misery of others and not allow myself to have my own mind and see that there are many good things in my life that I need to see as being grateful for and not so much as a given in my life.

Getting to this point in my life has been no easy feat, but I have overcome many obstacles and been blessed to get to the point where I am at today. Despite many changes happening in the present moment, I am thriving quite well. That is accepting that change in life is imminent and that I must be willing to accept things gracefully and with tact, even if it may not be easy.

I have realized that nothing in life is solid and that I need to often focus on my own needs while letting go of the resentment of the past and moving forward to what I really want in life despite the things that have been pillars in my life not being there, I have to accept that I must allow myself to let things grow in my life beyond what I have always seen and allowed myself to see or know.

It is also letting go of the things that I have been led to believe about things and people and realizing that I need to understand that there are things and people that care and are willing to allow me to be my best and not make life miserable for me as I allow myself to believe. It comes from years of being led to believe others and not devising my own thoughts and opinions about things which were totally different than what I allowed myself to believe.

It has taken a lot of work for me to realize that I must be the one to draw my own opinions which in turn will result in finding my own happiness and not allowing myself to be fed off a negative narrative because of things that I have been led to believe. I must realize that I must let go of what once was, accept what is happening in the present moment and allow myself to move forward while allowing myself to find my own piece of happiness along the way.