There comes a time when you realize that you will if you want to. After all the battles that you have been fighting in your head, you will come to the actualization that there are benefits in what you have been told to do and that you just need to give things a chance and see how they work out before exploring new options.

For five years, I have been fighting many battles and until recently they never seem to have gone away because I have struggled to believe the fact that the things, I am fighting have many good points to them despite me constantly seeing the challenges in them. I do not allow myself to give myself a true chance for things to work and hold myself to my end of the bargain and see that things that have been working for decades to see if they work by evaluating things to see if the misconceptions are true or not.

It takes being honest with myself and putting my foot down and realizing that there are benefits to things that I know that I need to do and not see all the negative that there is out there. There also needs to be enough time to give things a chance to work and allow myself the chance to recover from all the years of damage that I have done to make things worse as they are.

Seeing that there are actual benefits and that you are actually feeling better than you think you were within time will allow you to have the actualization that there are things that are required to do in the wellness regimen, even if you may not like them, they are just a fact of life and they have to be adhered to in order to make you life the life that you must endure. There are times when you think that you have it all together, but in reality, you do not and need to see that there are benefits that what you have been doing for decades actually works if you allow yourself to have a chance to see if what you think doesn’t work really does things that are more beneficial than you think.

There are times when you have misconceptions, but that is your brain protruding negative thoughts about things that in the end will make getting back on track even worse if you allow yourself to. It can be hard to admit things that you may not want to but there has to be a fact when there are things that you do know work to keep your chemistry level in order to function in society if you actually give yourself a chance to let them work themselves out and be more balanced so you can live life as you want to.

There are side effects that you may not see as pleasant when doing these things, but it takes being patient and doing your best to manage yourselves as best as possible because there are benefits to what your behavior produces or controls and it makes you realize that you need to be more cognizant on controlling the other factors like side effects and daily living to see how things are working for you.

It becomes a reality when you just need to give this battle that you have been fighting for many year a rest and actually give things a chance to play themselves out and care for yourself in the way that you feel by doing what has been prescribed and ordered for you to do, even if there are thoughts in  your head not to, you know that not doing so will only make things worse and will be harder to get back on track in the end. After all the hard work that you have done at this point, there must be a moment when you need to pat yourself on the back and be proud of yourself for getting through the day or whatever it may be. Sometimes it may be all that we can do despite whatever challenges we may face along the way, but others are seeing our progress along the way despite not being able to see it and they care too and often want nothing else but to have the things in our life that we need to be well.