My life has come to a point where I am content with the life that I live. It has taken me a while to get to this juncture of radically accepting things for what they are in the present moment. Whale one cannot always have what they want in their lives, having what they need to thrive can be just enough to be content with the life that they live.

It has taken me a long time to be accepting of the things that make up my life in the present moment. I have been through so much over the past four years. Toxic friendships, an journey of identity discovery, understand the harsh reality of what not taking care of myself can lead up to, a global pandemic, having issues plague your first apartment – having to pack up and say goodbye while the world is locked down – only to move into a new (and current) apartment a stone’s throw away from the first while having resentment about being there and finally understanding the importance of taking care of yourself and accepting your new space being yours and allowing yourself to grow within your own world.

That is a whole mouthful to take in letting alone the challenges of being autistic and others to put things into hindsight. It has taken me alot in this journey of discovery to accept what I have been handed alongside myself being autistic. It is me making the best of things and knowing the importance of doing what is needed to be well mentally and physically, even if I may have not initially came to terms with the necessity to do so until a few months ago I had a reality check and a major meltdown that I had to work on improving myself for the better, even if i am challenged in doing so, 

It is the reality where I find expressing my thoughts and feelings in this blog and through a vlog where in recent months have taken a new role in my voice podcasting these elements to those who seek my content through those avenues. It is where I started off on a whim over the years and where I sent some of my work to a professional that I had at the time that was very receptive of my writing and it made me be more open about the realities that I face with my challenges. 

That professional would discharge me from the services that he provided at the beginning of the year, but that is what started the catalyst to knowing where the real growth had to start and even though a reality check and a really bad meltdown pushed being real even further, it had made me come to the realization of needing to be grateful with the things in my life, accept them for what they are and be content with the life that I have, 

It is the fact that I have to face reality and understand that I need to take my medicine in order to be well and take extra care of myself physically to counteract the side effects, and that both work hand in hand on the prosperity of overall wellness and independence. Essentially it is being content with the present moment and continuing to follow the trajectory that has been set forth for me in this moment where I am finding my continued calling in whatever role that may be. 

Essentially, it is being content with the life I must endure, even as challenging as it may be sometimes or it may protrude itself to be as bad as it may not seem, in realty, it is one of those things that I have radically accepted with being content with my life as it is today,.