Autism has been a long ride for sure. It has often been the catalyst for moments that have brought me down. These moments have made me feel horrible. Often, it was hard to stop believing that everything was bad in my life. Yet, there are many good things in my life. I often avoided seeing the good in my life. It’s not just that many people have supported and guided me. I have also overcome many obstacles while being resilient.

It took allowing myself to just do what was expected of me. It also took many people pushing me to step outside of my comfort zone. They encouraged me to do things that seemed uncomfortable. With their support, I got comfortable. If I liked it, I would do just fine. There are many things I have done. I still do them today. People still compliment me on these things. At first, it was hard to accept the compliments. Nonetheless, I have become more willing to accept them gladly.

I had to realize that I needed to stop focusing on things that would bring me down. I often saw only the negative aspects or wasn’t open to the possibility of things working out for the better. These things had potential for me. I had to show many people that I had the capacity to do things. I stuck through the rough times in the past. I knew getting back where I had always been was worth it. Things weren’t always perfect, but they would be better. I had the capacity to bounce back and take responsibility for my mistakes.

Deep down I have been a natural at doing the things I have had interest in. Others have seen me for that. They have recognized the talents that I have brought to the table. I have shown many times to others the potential I have had in myself. I have what it takes to make it in this world. Many times, their recognition has kept me going during hard days. This eventually helps me be my best because they see me as the amazing person that I am. That is not me glorifying myself. I know that I can do what it takes to get through the day. I also do what is needed to seek support when it is needed.

I know that I have the power to do what it takes to get the job done. I can persevere through good times and bad. I can hold it together through challenges. I face these challenges head-on. My obstacles are not as bad as many. My actions show others that I can overcome them. I can do amazing things. I do what is necessary to get through life without reacting negatively. I avoid causing a ruckus as I have done in the past. Seeing the way they saw me is what keeps me going. I continue to do and see the good no matter what it takes.